So little time left for TEOFL

I am really nervous these days, the reason is, the exam that has been a night mare for 5 months or so... First time I could not do it,could not get the score that the school required. This time i have to get that score and continue my education in US. I dont think any other option but to pass the exam. I am really stressful for this reason. there is no other choice.

However it takes a very long time for me to study here. School ends at 3 pm. i get up early everyday, there are always some homeworks, and those are all, keep me away from studying more. there are only 8 days left. So i should study harder to not regret later.

I am just thinking about my plans after exam. I am gonna travel all LA, like a real tourist, like a real person that i will leave LA in one week. So that i will finally get to know LA, and maybe i would love it. I will read the books that i ordered from my country, and the books that i took with me, when i was coming here. I did not allow my self to read Turkish books before Toefl! but i really miss it! I will watch my favourite tv episodes, i will go to Disneyland, and later Las Vegas with my roommates. Iwill write mails to each of my friends in Turkey. I will start skatting again, it was my favourite sports before i started university. Now i will have a chance to skate and go to Santa Monica beach, enjoy the ocean, beach and beautiful sun...
these are the things that in my mind, i hope i will have the score i aimed...

dig by incubus

We all have a weakness
But some of ours are easy to identify.
Look me in the eye, and ask for forgiveness.
We'll make a pact to never speak that word again.
Yes, you are my friend.
We all have something that digs at us, at least we dig each other.
So when weakness turns my ego up
I know you'll count on the me from yesterday.
If I turn into another dig me up from under what is covering the better part of me.
Sing this song remind me that we'll always have each other when everything else is gone.
We all have a sickness that cleverly attaches and multiplies
No matter how we try.
We all have someone that digs at us, at least we dig each other.
So when sickness turns my ego up I know you'll act as a clever medicine.
If I turn into another,dig me up from under what is covering
The better part of me. Sing this song!
Remind me that we'll always have each other when everything else is gone.
each other when everything else is gone.
If I turn into another dig me up from under what is covering the better part of me.
Sing this song remind me that we'll always have each other when everything else is gone.
each other when everything else is gone.

Dear Next President of the US,

the web addres to send Hillary Clinton the message is , http://www.hillaryclinton.com/help/contact/

Dear Next President of the US,

Whoever you are, where ever you are from, no matter which gender you are, I think that you are going to be one of the most important people in the world now, and your name will also appear in the history books. I hope you know how important it is, for all the people in United States and for all the people in the world.

So take this responsibility as a serious as man can take. Remember the most important issue in the world now, is global warming, it is going to affect all of us, no matter how a country is rich or well developed it is the most serious problem we have to solve. The other important thing is the war that never ends. You know that how civilized we can be when we vote for the people and when the candidates are demonstrating themselves, but carrying a gun, bombing and killing people reminds me the ancient people that fights for food. Almost, everybody hates Bush right now, and I don’t need to tell you why. Keep the United States, united and keep the people in it peaceful and do not involved in other countries issues. Just like my countries issues, when terrorist are killing my countries’ soldiers and when they hostage them, do not tell what to do, every man and every soldier valuable, we should defend ourselves on our own. We do not kill anybody; we just want to be in safe, no more guns no more war in the world. When living other side of the world, do not mess with the other countries issues, under the name of “peace”.

To sum up, I just want you to pay attention to the global warming, more than you pay attention to the other countries political issues and be a strong supporter of the peace, be a good influence on the other people in the world.

Sincerely

Gulay ACAR

me, myself

it has been almost 1.5 month here. I have experiences many things. I have seen many bad things as well as good things. I have grown and I have changed a little bit, but all those changes happened in a good way.

I made promise to my self, all the changes will be in a good way for me. I will keep being naive, and keep my own personality, and still be the girl that came from Turkey....

Gulay ACAR